Sorry for not being on ^^

[Snowlight]

Title says it all.

I'm really sorry. I honestly don't know why it was this site in particular that I haven't been on. I've only been active in three sites other than school sites for the past couple months. It was Lioden.com (if you ever join, please refer me! My number is 2545), dragcave.net (got a bit obsessed trying to get the dragon eggs in the new release they had recently), and untoldtales.proboards.com. The last proboards, sorry to say, but I'm more active there......Lately I haven't even been active as I've usually been throughout the rest of the year there either. Only spent about 20 posts max on weekdays....

My life is turning into quite a mess actually. I don't have problems....it's just in general, EVERYTHING IS SO DARN BUSY. I'm going through a rough time. I have a very important history project and I feel like we're moving too slow. We are supposed to film tomorrow. We don't have any other day because everyone is busy on different days. We tried to convince the teacher that it was important, which is is. The project is very important, IT'S HALF OUR FINAL GRADE! OF COURSE IT'S IMPORTANT! But he just said that the meeting was more important and was a priority. After we had that stupid meeting, we went to our group afterschool AND FOUND THAT THEY DIDN'T EVEN FINISH THE SCRIPT. I BET THEY GOT NOWHERE NEAR FINISHING IT!

Also I just feel I have a lack of time for everything! Instead of talking with friends and enjoying the afternoon, I feel like it goes in a snap. So much homework, even when I do homework at study hall and I try my best to do some of tomorrow's homework so I can have more time tomorrow BUT GUESS WHAT, I STILL GET A PRETTY DARN LOT OF HOMEWORK TOMORROW TOO.

Not to mention that so many events are just coming up and exploding in my face. I don't think I have the time to manage everything. I wish I had a time turner like Hermione......

STANDFORD
-so much studying in each class for it
-our textbooks/the way we learned materials are way different than the standford tests us
-we had a different course and therefore leads some problems, like our textbooks didn't focus on things that the standford
-we have a heck of amount of practicing of standford in class right now. I shudder at the thought of how much we might do for homework

MATH COMPETITION
-even though I think it'll be easier than MathCounts(another competition I went to) I still think it'll be challenging and hard. I really don't want to feel stressed out or tired from feeling stupid/thinking to find the answer in such a short time period
-I feel like it's getting in my way of everything! I could've gone to a Christian concert that has a singer that I love to listen to! His music are awesome!

GRADUATION TRIP
-I know, I know, "it's a graduation trip Snow! You shouldn't be stressed out about this one!" But seriously...it's before Finals. Meaning that I now have three less days to study for Finals.

FINALS
-StarClan, I don't even want to think about this.
-FINALS: 6 VERY LONG TESTS THAT TEST EVERYTHING I LEARNED IN THE YEAR
-normally I wouldn't worry but this year, I just feel so hopeless
-study, study, study...as if I haven't worked hard enough already

GRADUATION
-scary as heck
-JUST A MONTH AWAY
-STARCLAN, I'M GOING TO BE HIGHSCHOOL AFTER GRADUATING!!!

This very moment
-MY SCIENCE TEACHER PUSHED THE TEST DATE TO TONIGHT.
-do you know how shocking that was...he said it'll be on the weekend, so I didn't finish the two last lessons yet. I was planing to do that tonight and tomorrow. But now I have to take both tonight as well as the test. I do not mind about doing both lessons, it's just that studying takes awhile and I feel like I'm going to study for awhile before even thinking about the test.

What else has gotten in the way of my relaxing? SPRING BREAK HOMEWORK!

Seriously! Who the heck gives so much homework to a kid who has Spring BREAK. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT BREAK IS. There's like a gazillion amount of kids out there who are on spring break, WITH NO HOMEWORK. I was barely able to watch movies or play! Thankfully I knew what homework was ahead of time so I finished a great deal of homework before even spring break happened.

Some reasons on why I know I feel so terrible
-I haven't listened to music often...I used to alot
-reading, something that's been slacking. (the Dark Heaven Trilogy is awesome, you should read it. As long as you don't mind the cussing and pervertedness in some chapters)
-posting: I mean.....seriously, I had to stop posting because my life got so busy. Do you know how much I posted (on untoldtales...sorry guys didn't mean to leave this site out again)? I posted over 100 posts a day, min.
-I just feel tired so much....
-several projects/events coming up so soon.





Okay, I'm sorry once again. Now for two reasons.
1. For not being on at all, not even to check up on the site and chat
2. Turning this apology into a ranting thread. I did not mean it to be like this but it turned out like this. Though, I could've wrote more on how I hate myself and my past but I felt that you should read about my terrible, miserable life.






So on a lighter note, what's up guys? Did Admin make any progress on the game? If so, where is he right now? By the way, I read the Sun Trail!

[Admin]

Don't worry about not being on much. I myself have not been very active for the past week or so, and may not be too active until part way through may. Many AP exams/college entrance stuff, sports and other things happening, April is one of the busiest times for me and I don't blame anyone else who's busy
About the po3 game, working on Long Shadows currently. I may make a gameplay video at some point before release.
Also a word of advice, don't worry about high school. In the end it isn't all that different from middle school...except perhaps a little (ok, more than a little) more homework.

[Dawnsky]

Don't worry, I've been horrible about being active lately too. Mostly for the same problems that you have: too much homework and lots of extracuricular activites. Seriously though, what is it with 7th grade and homework? I've had twice as much homework this year as last year.

[Shadowstalker]

I've been pretty good about being inactive here too. But I'm getting better.

Nice to see you again, Snow! I was just thinking about how I hadn't seen you awhile the other day!

[Snowlight]

Apr 12, 2013 6:40:41 GMT -5 @Dawnsky said:

Don't worry, I've been horrible about being active lately too. Mostly for the same problems that you have: too much homework and lots of extracuricular activites. Seriously though, what is it with 7th grade and homework? I've had twice as much homework this year as last year.

7th grade wasn't that hard for me as for schoolwork but emotional because I turned loner for like the first semester and then I finally had a friend in the second semester.
AND once we were in 8th grade, not only did we get bothered by for homework but for also acting mature and all that stuff.....

[Shadowstalker]

That sounds like me. Only difference is in homeschool don't have finals and not as much work as you. But I haven't had a friend in....//exhales loudly// 5 years now?

[Shadowstalker]

BTW, I'm Shadeforest. Changed my SN a little. ^^

[Snowlight]

OHHHHHHH

Hi Shadeforest! ^^ I didn't know you changed your name! I like it though, rolls off the tounge....Shadowstalker

And don't worry, I barely have friends. Only a small handful, I spend my time on the internet too much XD

[Shadowstalker]

I just changed it a few days ago. Though I suspect the new siggie, avvie, and location would make it hard to guess. ^^ Blame DW.

That's a handful more than me.

[Dawnsky]

I move across the country at least once every 3 years and I'm really shy and kind of a loner, so it usually takes me a year or two to make good friends when I move to a new place. I've never been into all the popular things.

[Snowfeather]

Hey Snow! good to hear from you again, Don't worry about missing ^^

Homework sucks doesn't it? I get 3 pages of Personal narratives, A packet of math and a big book to study for the history test (not to mention on that we lose time in class on the updates when star is 2 weeks away)

A little of what you missed:Reached 1,000 members ^^

(If you see this) How was the sun trail?

Anyway, Hope You do well on your test!

[Mod Blackbolt]

Come on Snowfeather history is fun! (And so are big history books ) Anyway welcome back, no need to feel bad or make excuses for being away it is an unavoidable inconvenience.

[Shadowstalker]

History is awful

[piplup10036]

Your scared and stressed out on your tests for the end of middle school? Ha wait till you get to the last month of 9th grade, then will talk tuff.

[Mod Blackbolt]

Apr 12, 2013 18:54:07 GMT -5 Shadowstalker said:

History is awful

It is my favorite subject...... To each their own i suppose.

[Snowfeather]

Apr 12, 2013 18:07:11 GMT -5 Mod Blackbolt said:

Come on Snowfeather history is fun! (And so are big history books ) Anyway welcome back, no need to feel bad or make excuses for being away it is an unavoidable inconvenience.

Oh no I love history (When ever we get assigned to read a chapter I always read ahead ), It's just the homework he gives us is boring.A full page of what we learned,5+ questions, then 10 or more vocab def's, that's just dull to me.

Now MATH, that's a subject i hate (I'm I alone on this one?)

[GraceHeart]

UUUUGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! I really do know how u feel, exept Im with Dawnsky im in 7th grade I felt like 6th grade was EASSSYYY!!!! in 7th grade its like they caused an avalanch so they could squish me with homework! It's all about homework homework homework.... I mean really! give us a break and a loooonnnng one that we will enjoy. I am loner too well, sorta. I only have 2 friends in my school and they both r in the same "rank" while Im below them because I think too much. (It takes me longer to prosses things in my head) Sometimes there math teacher changes there lunch scedual so I have to sit alone, I mean when there both in lunch with me its a comidy/reality show! when im alone, its so quiet.

I listen to music alot, its my love. (I feel sorry for u) Last year I planed to make a warriors club but I procrastinated, now I cant even do it at all, TO MUCH SCHOOL STUFFF!!!!!! I could ent play in the schools bascetball, I quit other after school classes, (thank goodness rollerscating is on Sat.) My father really wants me to go in ballet which is not my passion, I also quit gymnastics years ago, What elssss....... A LOT of people in my school think Im not as smart as them or r jelous (I got lot tallent, no brag) I dont have time to draw, so on.....

I am so sick of this stuff that I feel like quiting! Most of the time I feel like this is just a waste of my life. So now i sit hear writting this post wen I should be doing my weekend homework. I go most of the time on hear and other things when my parents r not around because Im tired and I feel like every time I spend time with my freinds was like I didnt even do anything at all!

Dont hate yourself Snow. I feel like my life is a waste and that it has no purpous! but I have to be positive. GREAT STARCLAN HELP US!!!!!! (sorry for righting way to muchand no ur definetly not the only one that dislikes math)

[Snowlight]

Apr 12, 2013 19:32:22 GMT -5 piplup10036 said:

Your scared and stressed out on your tests for the end of middle school? Ha wait till you get to the last month of 9th grade, then will talk tuff.

Yeah I had a feeling it was going to be worse in high school.
I don't want to leave easy(ish) middle school!

Snowfeather - I got a 85% so whoopee!
And the Sun Trail was good. It was interesting how Thunder was born, etc.

[Shadowstalker]

I'm not doing too well in Religion and History right now. I got a -A last quarter.

I have eleven subjects. Math, Latin, art, music, grammar, vocab, religion, history, science, poetry, and reading.
My best subjects are Latin, math, science (except chemistry), and grammar/vocab, my mediocre ones are art, music, and reading, and my worst are religion, history, and poetry.

[piplup10036]

Then again if your an A~B+ Student like me, you can end up failing your math exam and still be an honor student. Just kind wrecks your rep a little (Like I ended up doing )